i applied to four full-time jobs,
one part-time job,
and an internship yesterday.

i feel like i'm on the right road.
let's just hope it gets me somewhere--
i don't want to wait tables forever!

finally got my car back. was in an accident in november. but parts of it were wrong/scratched/etc. so i have to take it back on wednesday-- the exhaust is still rattling on the hinges and the paint wasn't looking like new on the ground effects kit, so it's going back to the shop. then taking it in to have the front end repaired. hell, while i'm at ( Read more... )

Resolutions:

To be kinder, more compassionate, more charismatic, BETTER-- I've started working on this towards the end of 2007, and it feels good.

To be baptised-- where? I'm not sure yet, but I'm ready to accept Christ.

To graduate-- uh, duh?

To earn more money-- as in it's time to find a new job!

Not too out of reach, I shouldn't think!

give me your address bitches!
um, xmas cards! duh!

Alan and I are doing well. Still no L-word but it just feel right that way. It's like starting all over again, except maybe with someone who is a very close friend. Next week we're going to Las Vegas together for Thanksgiving, to visit with his aunt and his cousins and share a big meal together. The night before, he and I are going to celebrate our ( Read more... )

this is my favorite place in all of orange county


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this is how close the santiago fire came to my home.

A week ago, I broke up with Alan ( Read more... )

i need him here, with me, to pick up the pieces as i fall apart.
but if he couldn't do it two days ago,
what's to say he could do it now, when i REALLY need it?
i'm so stressed, and the situation with him isn't making things any easier.

if you're so prone to accidents and misunderstandings you may accidently misinterpret honesty for selfishness. we're two human beings, individually, with inherent interest in each other and how we relate. if you're still prone to accidents and misunderstandings you won't understand me or my motivation for being alone. we're just two human beings, ( Read more... )