Comments | _messie_jessie_: I love the way you look at me..

_messie_jessie_

I love the way you look at me..

May 14, 2005 19:23

Mike is in Florida. He's only been gone a day and I already miss him. I think tonight will be spent with myself, but I think I'm just gonna not be sober. Then I don't think. Brendan has been online a lot lately. It's kinda freaky. Idk. He hasn't IMed me yet, and I'm hoping he won't... I guess. Idk maybe I still want closure. NOT TALKING TO HIM FOR ( Read more... )

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co0kie_monster May 15 2005, 06:33:28 UTC

i love you just for the fact that youre listening to fifty cent - just a lil bit ..awesome :)

_messie_jessie_ May 15 2005, 17:11:54 UTC

hellz yeahhh haha.. I love you cause you like it too..

_mournfulbliss_ May 15 2005, 17:22:19 UTC

haha yeah. you + me + dustin + chad + 50 = a good time.

_messie_jessie_ May 15 2005, 19:46:05 UTC

hellz yeah, we have awesome friendsss :)

librarysluts May 17 2005, 04:02:34 UTC

gah, i know what its like never having closure with something like that. i struggled with something like that for a LONG time, but i found my closure on my own, by realizing hes always going to be in my heart, but ive got to find comfort in that i can find someone better for me, and that will make me happy, even if its not him. i think accepting that youre going to think about him periodically, or even all the time, but knowing that you're happy with what ytou have...its a great step to make.

_messie_jessie_ May 17 2005, 18:35:33 UTC

yeah i believe i need to do that