Well today was a sad day. It's been one year since Ryan passed away, and I still can't bring myself to face this fact. He meant so much to me, and I wish I told him at one point. He was just one of those people who'd brighten up my day and make me laugh. I just wish we were closer. Just the little things I remember, I didn't have money to get gummi ( Read more... )

Well I know I haven't updated in a while. My computer broke and I got a new one. :).. Boys suck yet again. Hmm well just wanted to let you know why I was gonee :)

Well let's see. I've been home for the last two days. Have done a lot of thinking. Nothing good came of it of course though. Usually just makes me depressed. And with no doubt this time, it made me sad ( Read more... )

Why hello. Umm my hair is brown? yeah random. My piercing is going to have to wait 'til saturday because time sucks. Oh well. I'll get over it. I am tired cause I have not gotten to take a nap in two days. sucks ( Read more... )

Why hello there people. :). Everything has gotten interesting lately. Some things suck ass but what are you really gonna do? So I've been doing the whole boywatching thing. not really going well. just see those few cuties. :) muhaha. umm I love my friends times a trillion. :) They are amazingly awesome.. I miss Christine though cause she's a butt ( Read more... )

Well it's been forever huh?. Well school is okay. Not too bad this year but not amazing yet but it has potential. As of right now I'm already sick which suckkss. My foot was hurt for a while, i will never again run through woods. EVER. No one can even try to make me. But I'm better now so it's okay. :-P ( Read more... )

I haven't really updated a lot this summer. Eh, The days seem to just blend together. Everything is pretty cool. All my friends are awesome x 10. <3 I really have no point to update. I don't know why I really am. I guess this summer I'm just pretty lonely. I wish I had someone there all the time. But of course I'm alone. And I would just like to ( Read more... )

This summer has been going swell. Everything seems like it just works out if you give it time. yeah, well mike isn't talking to me. Because we got into this big fight. He was being mean. I really want to talk to him though. I tried to call him but he won't call me back. I think it's cause he hates me. He's making me so sad. I don't even know what ( Read more... )

My summer has been alright. I already miss my friends that I only saw in school though. I haven't really seen the girls lately either.. Or the boys. OR flipping Dustin because he is gay. yep dustin, I hope you are reading this. I am such a loner this summer. It's cool though, cause then I can work on losing tons and tons of weight. I am already ( Read more... )

Hello there. This summer may be okay or very bad. Whatever. It doesn't matter. Me and Mike are continually fighting. Whatever. Life sucks. yep. I am not in a good mood. Could you tell? yeah shit sucks. Idk. I'm gonna have no friends this summer. Whatever. I'll just sing? lol. or DAnce? and be a cool cat all on my own. idk. this shit is gay. i have ( Read more... )