Yeah he left...he pussied out...now I'm all alone. It's all good though, cause I can have anyone that I want! But it does piss me off...well, it sucks...I wrote some new poems....
You won't admit your faults,
You won't admit defeat.
You argue with me over something
As serious as this
Yet you were willing to help before
You have always fought
So hard to believe
That you are right about everything
But you aren't right
For doing this to something not even born.
You always seemed to be so strong,
But you're really just weak.
You said you wanted this, that it's what you needed.
You're not a man
You just wish you were.
You said that you would stay all along
But you lied to me
You left when things seemed
to not go as planned
it's your's, for sure.
You're not a man, just a little boy
A real man would stay
Even when times got hard
He would be there.
I am hurting so badly you wouldn't understand
You just ravished my small amount of joy
All in one day
And you seem not to be too scarred
You said you cared
You lied to my face, you held my heart in your hand.
I've thought about this for a long time now
And now I know
What needs to be done
I'm sure you wont mind
Since you think it's not your's, and you don't care
You played tricks with my mind
So now I must go,
Me and the little one.
Cause you can't be ashamed
Of something that's not even there.
I used to be proud, I used to be dignified
Then I was stripped of my glory, and I was defined
The definition of me as being conceited
Hurt more than it had needed.
I used to be proud, I used to be happy
Then I was torn and I was left just hanging
From the thin thread that held me up
Had I not been through enough?
I used to be proud, I used to have faith
Then my faith was cut short as I fell from grace.
My halo broken, my wings clipped
I had fallen, I had been stripped.
I used to be proud, I used to have respect
Then it came as that was what I would expect
From the people that surrounded me
That's how I used to be.
I used to be proud, I used to be me
Now I'm ashamed of the way I used to be.
I used to be proud, I used to have everything,
But now I see I had nothing.
I may be independent
I may be headstrong
But when you said goodbye
A little part of me died
You don't realize it yet
But you will lie in regret
When you said goodbye
A little part of you died
I may be independent
I may be headstrong
But when you said goodbye
A little part of us died