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I cant find my Ipod! Oh yeah and i made a Myspace, but im not sure if i want to keep it or not.

I am so mentally unstable right now. I mean, one push and it'd've been, I gotta get outta here, have we got boxcutters, which one of my limbs do I use the least, which one of my ears could I get on without, I gotta chop myself up into tiny little pieces, I gotta move, I gotta go to find a new family, somebody gimme a ride, wheres my shoes, where's ( Read more... )

I woke up at 3:11 a.m.

"Three eleven, ha, they suck," I said out loud.

But you know what? If someone had started playing "Use of Time" at that moment, I would have closed my eyes and thrown my hands in the air and gone, "But every time I turn the volume dowwwwwwwwn...All I hear is the deafeninnnnnnng souuuuuuuuuund of your heaaaaaaaart's ( Read more... )

"There isn't going to be a point of compleation (that is the hardest part to realize) I AM NOT GOING TO HAVE IT ALL TOGETHER look how i SHOULD LOOK feel how  i "should feel" and do what i "should be doing" because right now is it. RIGHT NOW IS IT. I dont know what will come next ..how it will come. I know it never works out how i think it will, ( Read more... )

I am just so far beyond being in love, I have everything great in this world with you.

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I feel so manic. I hate this house and the things that eat sleep and breathe in it with the exception of Mariah, Meredith and Mom but that’s 60%of the house right there and %80 including me so you get my point? There's no where to run, and even if there were a place, sleep would not carry me far enough towards it. I wish today never woke up. I wish ( Read more... )

In addition to the long list of things about the neighbor moving in tomorrow
he also molested his sister when she was younger, and the dog well a few animals she tells us.
and he wrapped a puppy in a towel and beat the shit out of it... sfhgggdh.