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My dreaithin a drem was that i worked at the picture people again. everything was differet. we were onthe bottom two floors of a house. ididnt recogz=nize anyone. kaiitlyn and kathleen worked there, and so ddi steve joteff andk risten raber. i wetn qround introducing mself to nrew people. a woman tried to teach me the fundamentals of portraiture with lghtng and all that but i told her we had a particular style at the oucture people and that i had to stick to that stylle. there was a debacle because we realzied we werent sure what day it was. was it the first? or the fifteenth. we're we even supposed to be open? i ran downstairs to get my phone and dissteve and kristen were sitting here. as i went into another room steve began to mock me. i came back out and asked him if wewanted to fight/ he said no. i asked kristen, then rescinded the offer. i wasnt ready for her, i said. i asked steve again. i did really want to fight him. i walked up the narrowe stsairs and pssed a cute blonde boy taking a crap? i said to him "you dont have to do that next to me," disgusted. later i ran int o him on a bridge at a convention center. he watched me walk by -- we were both very attracted to one another. as we passed he buried his nose in my hair and breathed in the smell. i kept walking, trying to be coyflirtatious. his ose got stuck on a tangle and i had to turn around to free my hair. how embarassing@! i told him, and i knewi was coming off as really cute. i continued walking, feeling his eyes on me, but much more slowly. i kept thinking about him. he was tall, lean but muscular, blond, with a thin face and lightskin. i walked down some stairs, took a left, and walked up another set. i ran into jackie. i started following her and asking for a ride. i saw my friend monca and asked her for a ride to. we hadnt spoen in a while. i asked a random person for a ride and she began to make fun of me playfully. i looked out over a crowd of people headed in my general direction. did any of them have cars? would any of them give me a ride
? it was really, really, really hot out. like 100 frgrees. and i was wearing plong sleeves and pants. i thought about my dream within a dream. i stopped at two outdoor stores. minjae went behind the counter of one, grabbed a hat, and pretended he worked there. he was triying to operate the cash machine but couldn't/ he got very frustrated. i started thinking back to the picture people, and how i was the smartest one working there. none of them were going anywhere, i thought. i was the only one who was destined for bigger thinkgs. their lives werent like the movies. they took the bus. *while i was thinking that, was watching/thinking of a young man being thrown a football while staandning on a hill.( their lives werent like the movies. my life was like the movies.
? it was really, really, really hot out. like 100 frgrees. and i was wearing plong sleeves and pants. i thought about my dream within a dream. i stopped at two outdoor stores. minjae went behind the counter of one, grabbed a hat, and pretended he worked there. he was triying to operate the cash machine but couldn't/ he got very frustrated. i started thinking back to the picture people, and how i was the smartest one working there. none of them were going anywhere, i thought. i was the only one who was destined for bigger thinkgs. their lives werent like the movies. they took the bus. *while i was thinking that, was watching/thinking of a young man being thrown a football while staandning on a hill.( their lives werent like the movies. my life was like the movies.