Wait... I'm not 16.. I turned 17 in April!! YOU FORGOT MY AGE?! *cries*. I'm kidding.
I felt like such a weirdo when I was writing this entry. =( And I didn't really expect anyone to reply. And leave it to you to make me feel less weirdo-ish. *Cries.* Okay, I'm really crying now. I know it's crazy, but it's an emo moment.
I care about you too, Lisa! Ack... If I could hug you right now, I would, and that's saying something because I don't hug people. So you'll have to settle for this...
don't despair...many of us have been down that path..or are*shifty eyes*voodooroseMay 28 2005, 01:03:41 UTC
you're not the only one...i'm in that same situation, but with a different person, and that's that Davey Havok from AFI... all i can tell you is that i hear you, there are many people out there who stop living their lives just to live in a fantasy world...don't worry, i've gotten shot with elephant tranquilizers for babbling too Goddamned much about davey...he's always in my dreams, i quote him, i know almost everything about him, i have a shrine in my bookbag full of pictures, i carry my cds with me everywhere, i even have AFI pins in my bra...i have these really vivid dreams with him and i wake up smelling axe and man's cologne in my bed sheets...i'm sick and tired of stealing my biology teacher's 8 ball and asking it the same fucking question every damn time, i flip coins, i have had fights with my parents, i spend my days at school writing in my notebook and defiling Davey in my mind in every single way i can think of, i drive my best friend insane even though she's a fan of 'em...i see things- mostly him and i talk to him and
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Re: don't despair...many of us have been down that path..or are*shifty eyes*voodooroseMay 29 2005, 20:35:47 UTC
I'm glad you're kidding...and just a question, do you like AFI? if you don't...it's okay, not like i can do anything about it
and if you've never heard them...Iwould strongly recommend them...they work wonders..at least for me...they keep me from smoldering my parents in their sleep with my pillow...not really, but personally they're awesome.
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I felt like such a weirdo when I was writing this entry. =( And I didn't really expect anyone to reply. And leave it to you to make me feel less weirdo-ish. *Cries.* Okay, I'm really crying now. I know it's crazy, but it's an emo moment.
I care about you too, Lisa! Ack... If I could hug you right now, I would, and that's saying something because I don't hug people. So you'll have to settle for this...
*Hugs.*
*Adores.*
*Loves.*
<3
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*also adores*
*also loves*
<3
and I realized that you were 17 like RIGHT after I posted that, but I was too lazy to change it.
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I'm kidding.
I'm working on my Bam shrine right now. I've crossed the "line" that seperates complete fanatic and crazy fan.
I just need some photopaper and some iron transfers now.
By the way, I have no idea who that Davey guy is.. I don't listen to AFI.
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and if you've never heard them...Iwould strongly recommend them...they work wonders..at least for me...they keep me from smoldering my parents in their sleep with my pillow...not really, but personally they're awesome.
*AOL voice* GODDBYE!
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