I swear I'm melting! :D
Job is keeping me busy but I love it *_* I really do :D
I feel happy when going to work and it's incredible. The people are also really nice and I never thought I would really be so content working there.
And also, on Friday evening after work I went to see Takashi's new play.
It was incredible.
Ok let's be honest, this is his second time in this play, 5 years ago he played the main chara, this time he didn't just because he is older (come on, he looks like a 25 years old even now, just take away that horrible beard and you'll get an almost teenager, director how I hate you)
What made me angry was that me and Hisa talked a lot with Tamacchi before, and he said that this director kept repeating Takashi every day, even after the actual pperformances, that the one who played the role 5 years before was better than him.
YOU DON'T SAY THIS!
You stupid director can't say this to an actor. It made me angry, absolutely livid. Hisa said it was the first time she saw me so angry.
I'm seriously not a person who gets angry easily.
So when I talked to Takashi I did tell him that I kind of disliked the director because of that.
He laughed a little and said that he feels like every day he wants it to be the last day, after every performance.
It's been really hard for him, he said, also because the character is his opposite, and he is the only one who was in the cast 5 years ago so he remembers the old way to play it, but this time the director wanted to change the way the actors portrayed the roles and it was so difficult. The others weren't there so they got it easier. But for him it's being so tiring.
For the first time, talking with him I felt as if he was giving up. I told him that life was a neverending battle, a neverending challenge, and for the first time, instead of saying the usual things like "we will try our best" he said "and it's ok even if we don't win all the battles"
He is really tired.
I wanted to hug him.
And well, before all of this actually I forgot to say I was wearing a yukata.
So, Hisa really wanted for me to be her "sakuhin" (her "work of art"??) She dressed me in the yukata but using the kimono style of dressing with layers over layers.
The end was...well, I liked it but I still think that the yukata looks better on a japanese person. ^^;
Any case, at the beginning of the conversation, Hisa came near and said "So Takashi do you like her? This is my sakuhin!"
And here, I was told I was beautiful :D (even in english O_O)
I don't know if he really meant it, I tend to think that when he repeats too many times something it's not true, however, he said it looked really good on me, that I was beautiful, very...kirakira and that the colors complimented me.
I was really very embarrassed :D I don't think I'll be wearing a yukata anymore for him.
I don't know why but...yeah...
Any case, it was nice to hear him say that :D
On the same day, and I have no idea of the reason, other people came to me telling me I was "kawaii" (even when I was wearing normal clothes) which is something I rarely hear. Usually they say kirei, bijin, but "kawaii" is not something you say to a foreigner.
It might be because now that my soul is at ease and I'm having fun at work, I seem happier?
I still have problems with my mum actually.
She worries me a lot, but I try to call her even every day so that we can talk and she calms a bit.
So well, not much of an update, sorry, it's all personal life :D
Tyrant...on the 7th!
This time I won't fail to summarize it ^_-