I just don't want to talk always about the same thing...

[_miyuchan_]

It's been a little more than 2 months,

Comments

[sara_miko]

Ale, I understand that pain. I'm still living with it after 25 years - my father died when I was young.*hugs*

Now...Takashi...I know you meet him at events, but do you think he would see you outside of an event, literary just you and him? Just from what you've been telling me over the years it seems like a possibility. He sounds so nice and very observant of his fans and those around him. (Especially after the drink by the train) I think it would be nice to talk to him, just you two. I am glad he was able to make you smile a little. Does he know your mother passed away?

[smexy_cakes]

I agree with your friend. You need to tell him. If he declines so be it. UGH! He's such a confusing guy!!!! I may not know you and him personally but these touches, conversations, and relationship you have confuses me. Part of me thinks he's into you. The other just thinks he's taking you for a ride.

>_<

Finding the truth about a feeling that's been lingering for years is scary. I don't blame you. But in order to have closure and move on, it's better to hear the truth.

I hope I am not coming out too strongly :/

I hope all goes well!!!!!

Cheering you on :)

SIDE NOTE:

I know things have been rough, especially with your mother's passing. Be strong and let it out whenever you can. Even if it's just posting it on LJ. We are here reading and listening to you.

[katsu]

My dearest Ale, nobody can tell you how to grieve and there is no set time for the emptiness and sadness to disappear. Just take your time and as said in a previous comment, don't be afraid to let it out. I with I could be physically there for you, but alas I can't do anything more than offer you an open ear. Write me any time, I'll listen <3

[chikasempai]

Lately, I've been thinking about you, I really hope you are doing better. I hope you are all right.