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[_mmk]

Okay, Be prepared, this is a bunch of crap about whats going on with me, i can't talk to my family because they basically don't exist, so all i have left is the people who are bored enough to read my what i have to say. Have you ever sat and wondered, why me? I just don't understand why this happened, and there is no physically possible way to

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[xoskelitto]

erica darling, my sweetheart, my girlfriend, my baby, i love you so much and i read every word of this and im sorry that i cant do anything else but to be there for you which i know doesnt seem like alot but if you ever need a place to "get away" seriously dont hesitate to call, i love you so much and i want you to be happy. it seems like 2005 has been a bad year for everyone, its almost over babylove, just hang in there. you know my number, call it if you need anything at all. i love you. and i mean that.

[_mmk]

thank you so much coco, i know even in this year things went down with us, but you really don't know how much i appreciate you even if i'm not allowed to see you anymore, i know your still always here for me too talk to. You are wise beyond your years, you have more advice to give then i can handle, i know out of anyone you could help me figure everything out if i need help. I'm still really sorry that happened with my parents, and what that affected, i don't think they realize what they took away from me. we're going to secretly hangout soon for sure. I love you coco. secret bffs4ever.

[xoskelitto]

yes i agree, it sucks but our friendship is stronger than that and im so glad to have you in my life. i cant handle it, i love you i love you i love you. secretbfflove.

[_mmk]

it's way stronger, just wait till i can drive, secretbfflovereunited for sure. i miss you soo much. i'm sooo gladd i have you too. you're amazing my love. ♥XMILLION

[___innocent]

Erica. i read it all, and i understand about the family. not having a family to talk to, or having someone take all their problems out on me. you know im always here for you, if you want to stay with me, or need a break just let me know. what ever you need im here.
i love you alot
<3

[_mmk]

thanks kiley, your the best. i miss you, and love you.

[looking_]

i know what youre going through about feeling like you have no family to be there for you. me and my mom had the absolute WORST relationship for most of my life and the only person i could turn to was my dad. but in may he started having all these problems with money and his health and in june he checked himself into a rehab. up until then i had been living with only him for about 3 months and i hardly even spoke to my mom and all the sudden i was forced to stay with her 24/7 and i couldnt even talk to my dad. when it happened i thought i would never be able to survive and i was miserable but after a couple months things got sooooo much better. i guess we just learned to be civil with eachother becuse we knew there was no way of avoiding it. my dads back but i could honestly careless, he still has so many problems. i havent even stayed at his house for more than a night since he got back. but me and my mom are doing so much better

[_mmk]

thanks :) i keep hoping things will get better, and hopefully she will still be here in a few months. The only thing i dwell on is this is how things have been for a year or two now, it just seems neverending, and it's so overwhelming.

oh, and talking, that's what pe is for. :)

[iwantyou2goaway]

Im sorry that youre going through these things.
Hope you feel better soon.
*HUGSSSSSSS*

[_mmk]

thanks :)

[____ees]

i read it alll. lets talkkk moree, pleasseee. AND WHEN WE HANG OUT [WHICH IS SOON], WE'RE GOING TO GET YOUR MIND OFF EVERYTHING AND HAVE SO MUCH FUN AND MAKE ALL OF YOUR PROBLEMS GO AWAY FOREVER. i love you

[_mmk]

thanks erin, we really do need to talk more, and for sure hang out soon. i love you too. call me soon. :)