I never knew anyone could be so miserable..Whoa, I get to say it again..
Hurt.
Ergh..
I dont need you to do anything. You live your life. You life it well, and prosperous. What you do from now on is on your time, not mine. I ignored you? No. What did you WANT me to do, Chantel? Sit there and take it while you make light of the situation? Such bull, but who cares, methinks. Born to die is an understatement; maxified.
I didnt intentionally do anything to hurt you... i thought it was de ja vu all over again, what do you want me to do? I didnt rub it in your face again and again and again after You INTENTIONALLY cheated on me, and Deceived me...... and i forgave you... what do you want me to do? Would you like me to completely obliterate myself from your life? Would you like me to be gone? I can arrange such, i can disappear.. just say it and i will if that will spare you any of the ache you're experiencing, i would have gladly have ended what had hardly started, but you ran.. and i kept him.
Sit there and take it... no.... take.. what?
You're right.. who cares... apparently i "dont" according to you.
obviously you dont, according to me.
So who is it you are miserable without... maybe i made assumptions from that post that werent for me.. maybe they were for Sarah.. i should read more into things from now on eh?
You leave my life, and you take a chunk of my heart out. I now know how it feels, Chantel. To be lost, and hurt..It sucks, and if you pull an I told you so, i'll love you forever.
Anywho, I never thought that you didnt care..Its just that I dont. A 5th time around; wow. Who knew, eh? And the fact that it ended like this gave no possible meaning for a 6th term. Funny how it works.
Ah, you take a guess on who i'm miserable without..I garauntee, you wont be too far from this person..Could be under your nose, for all you know.
i dont want to leave... but you won't let me in either.
i'll stand out in the cold for as long as it takes.
It hurts like fuck, i know.
You dont care... i can accept that.
i'm not sure what you meant by the 5th time around bit, each time around i figured we'd be over for good...
You can't be miserable without me, because you're miserable with me around.... and were you ever really happy when you were With Me? Sarah proved you weren't, or so it seemed.
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Be glad....
I only have him until April... then I get to be miserable.
What do you want me to do ?
I tried to resolve things.. I was ignored.
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C + L .... is born only to die.
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-Grumbles.-
I never knew anyone could be so miserable..Whoa, I get to say it again..
Hurt.
Ergh..
I dont need you to do anything. You live your life. You life it well, and prosperous. What you do from now on is on your time, not mine. I ignored you? No. What did you WANT me to do, Chantel? Sit there and take it while you make light of the situation? Such bull, but who cares, methinks. Born to die is an understatement; maxified.
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I didnt intentionally do anything to hurt you... i thought it was de ja vu all over again, what do you want me to do? I didnt rub it in your face again and again and again after You INTENTIONALLY cheated on me, and Deceived me...... and i forgave you... what do you want me to do? Would you like me to completely obliterate myself from your life? Would you like me to be gone? I can arrange such, i can disappear.. just say it and i will if that will spare you any of the ache you're experiencing, i would have gladly have ended what had hardly started, but you ran.. and i kept him.
Sit there and take it... no.... take.. what?
You're right..
who cares...
apparently i "dont" according to you.
obviously you dont, according to me.
So who is it you are miserable without... maybe i made assumptions from that post that werent for me.. maybe they were for Sarah.. i should read more into things from now on eh?
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Anywho, I never thought that you didnt care..Its just that I dont. A 5th time around; wow. Who knew, eh? And the fact that it ended like this gave no possible meaning for a 6th term. Funny how it works.
Ah, you take a guess on who i'm miserable without..I garauntee, you wont be too far from this person..Could be under your nose, for all you know.
Matthew.
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i'll stand out in the cold for as long as it takes.
It hurts like fuck, i know.
You dont care... i can accept that.
i'm not sure what you meant by the 5th time around bit, each time around i figured we'd be over for good...
You can't be miserable without me, because you're miserable with me around.... and were you ever really happy when you were With Me? Sarah proved you weren't, or so it seemed.
Matthew..... forgive me.
Chantel
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