i think i am just about done doing hard thing number 1. i believe there is still more to come though. i am not looking foward to it at all. but i know it is the right thing to do. i have the support of friends and pastors. so that is good ( Read more... )

well like i said before...i have some difficult things going on right now. and to add to it...my grandpa has brain cancer. A LOT of it. the doctors said that there really is nothing to do but to see it take its course. it makes me really sad. i love my grandpa very much and don't want to see him go. i am SUPER stressed right now. and i don't like ( Read more... )

well i am super tired. i have not really slept in 3 days.i hate being sick!!! but i did just take some night sleepy medicine,i hope it works ( Read more... )

Well...i just got back from a Mary Kay party...oh so fun!!! umm not really, the lady had no idea what she was talking about at all so it didn't make the product very apelling! but oh well ( Read more... )

wow...it has been a LONG time since i have updated this. nothing really exciting going on right now...just normal work...love those kids,yeah i am a pre-k teacher. I LOVE IT!!! so much fun. they really keep you on your feet!! lets see...what else...my VERY good friend decided to move away...to KENAWIK!!Totally misspelled that! that is always sad. ( Read more... )

i just got off the phone with one of my cousins. i haven't talked to her in a REALLY long time. WOW...i am so pround of her. she is like the ONLY cousin in my entire family that is doing well. she has set standards in her life and is not going to cross them. she even was an example to me (without even knowing it) tonight. i can't believe how brave ( Read more... )

Do i need the approval of MEN or of GOD? good question...the right answer is God of course but to often do i choose to want the approval of MEN instead! why is that??? maybe because it SEEMS to be instant gratification but that would be a lie. It is so hard to WIN over people or there love. God gives it freely, all i have to do is call his name and ( Read more... )

is there something wrong with me? am i not "good enough?" is there something written on my forehead that says BACK OFF!!! I don't know. i am just frusterated with guys in general!!!

Why do i put myself in a place that i don't want to be ( Read more... )

oh man my friend Dan makes some really cool/fun clothes and i think everyone should check them out. go to: loyaltyunderground.com

it is a sweater and a hootie together and it makes a swoodie!! I LOVE IT!!!