my sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter

[_monix_]

I'm clueless as to which is worse. The fact that the majority of my days I wake up and stick this sickening, manufactured smile on my face, or that I am utterly afraid sometimes to be genuine. I had a 'bad' day today. I had told my mom during the week that I didn't have school 2morrow (monday) and that we should go to Great Falls or something. When

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[swayedstars]

hmm. I hate the fact that being busy has taken over families. It is sad. But one day, they will all realize they could have known you more, but didn't. They will. And one day it will be better. And maybe they are realizing it now, hun.

[joridaglory]

come live with me..mmk?
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[writteninthesun]

one more year in taber/grassylake.
one more.

[_monix_]

I keep telling myself that... ugh

[melissadpyne]

i think you'd find that you'd be a lot happier if you ate food. i'm not telling you what to do or anything, but it worked for me.

[_monix_]

my pills make me gain too much weight. My fat stomach makes me unhappy.

[xsavexusx]

to my dearest melissa...i just had an idea when we both have breaks from school we are going on a holiday to somewhere just to get away so we can both just relax and drop everything from our shoulders for a while...my bags 50lbs and yours is who knows but you need a break and yes i miss you lots and lots and love you to death <3