the revival of the monologue journal

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right.  so it's been nearly four years since anything's been posted here.  i've decided to leave the old stuff because it's interesting and nostalgic to me, but i'm shifting the focus of this journal completely.  i have my own personal account now, so this account will be strictly for fandom stuff, community memberships, possibly fanfiction, things

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[jules_orion]

I SEE YOU. i see you there /waves.

<3

[_monologue_]

hiya =op
i'm glad you've commented. there are four reasons i've been thinking of you lately and i've been meaning to tell you:

1. i think maybe i'm a little depressed again. but i'll try my best.
2. i think it means we're due to have a proper catch up like coffee or something.
3. i need to tell you about this amazing guitarplaying japanese boy. he plays like ani difranco kinda. and he listens to her. ani style - selfish love, live on tokyo fm! [if the talking is annoying you can skip to about 1:55], kabuki rock!, more kabuki rock! and he's sekushii too. scroll down to the very bottom. there are pink drawers. *dies* i feel like this is exactly what would've happened if i had been more talented and made some records. anyway, i'll stop spamming you about him now. but i feel like you'll like him! *puppydogeyes*
4. now here you are on my friends page =op i'm glad you're posting too. and don't tell anyone that i'm a dirty porny girl =op

[jules_orion]

i think our depressions are in sync :/ who knows if i ever stopped being depressed though lol. i am also thinking that coffee + you would = some intense goodness. and thank you for the japanese guitar boy spam :D

well it is quarter to two and i am still not even sleepy. grrrr. i have cut caffeine out after 4pm in hopes of not being an insomniac...nine days now and i am thinking it was not the coffee keeping me awake...

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too bad we don't live in the same place, or coffee could happen sooner. but not after 4pm. we could do shakes instead...

hmm... are you sleeping too much maybe? or maybe you just don't like to be asleep at certain times. lately i hate going to bed before 2 and am usually still awake when i go. and i tend to get up at 8 or 830... though i'm trying to shift back 1-2 hours if i can.

finally i think i can leve the lab. my gels had better be set by now. i'm coming in tomorrow and probably sunday as well, so today i'm like, get me out of here!