weird but nice.

but you wouldn't know a good thing
if it came up and slit your throat

this is more doable than i thought. i just have to stay focused and self-motivated.

it'd be nice to hold your hand
as we shifted through this twisted abandon

for the love of god, if he does exist, i've never liked many of my parents' friends. i don't know who they think they are. i don't even know all of them personally, but both yesterday and today reminded me that some are just downright grimey ( Read more... )

i'm not one for censorship. but i'm going to remain vague.
i did lots of thinking tonight with a friend.
i said many things i didn't think i was capable of saying.
some brilliant. some retarded. some just plain me.
either way. i feel a little better about things and how
they're actually going. in some direction. it's possible ( Read more... )

notes to self: keep a smile on. sit back, relax. read a book or maybe five ( Read more... )

it's july. if i make it to the 26th,
then there shouldn't be much to worry
about. i'm trying to keep my patience
in check, concentrate+focus when
necessary, and just begin to rationalize
what lies just ahead. which could be
plenty. but when the time comes, i'll take
it one day at a time and just hope you're'
right there with me.

i'll say it ( Read more... )

did you ever wish you didn't know everything ( Read more... )

in summation:
goodbye to everything that i knew