not what I intended

[_morbidkisses_]

I have succeeded in pissing off the person who means the most to me. And I don't know what to do. I said something really dumb to Kyle... trying to comfort him actually... and I pissed him off so bad. I wish I would just fall over dead. I once convinced myself that if you write down something you wish it would come true, so when I wrote that it

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[anonymous]

whats really funny, is you've held what i've said against me several times, and I know what I've said.....tho taken wrongly at times, or said in anger. I remember nearly everything i've done that has hurt you, and I've tried learn from my mistakes...But you dont even know why what you said pissed me off so badly. Thats what really hurts.

I know I fucked up, several times in fact...and i've admited each one and apoligized profusely for it. And tried to learn from my mistakes each time....

But you cut me fuckin deep girl...I can't believe you would say I wasn't trying...and fuckin MEAN it. I am fucked up beyond all belief when it comes to my emotions and mental stability. I've made no secret of this. Tho what little control I have over myself I excercise greatly. yet you make it seem like everything I've EVER done to keep you with me, and make you happy, and everything ment nothing.

That hurt

[anonymous]

i may be very drunk at the moment, but this sums up everythin I have left to you say to you.

You're the one who
You're the one who steals the life from
I'm the one who feels the falling
I believe you're nothing but a problem
Everything is so fake
You're just a motherfucking sight to see
And time will block the vision
Life with you is so vague
It's like I'm living in a dream

I have wondered why this always happens
Everything just falls away
Soon you'll be the one who is forgotten
It's so close but it's so far away

You're the one who
You're in disbelief of what you
Thought you could achieve or try to
Once I thought this life was never ending
Must've been my mistake
You're just a motherfucking accident
Offending yet amusing
I should have known that you
And your intensions weren't for me

You're the one who fed the violence
I'm the one who broke the silence
I will sew the hole you left inside me
Leaving you in the past
I will release