inbetween days

[_morningbell]

im sorry to all those who were fed a lie. i'm sorry for serving it to you on a silver platter, making it my all, swearing by it. i was living as a slave to a chain of lies, manipulation, pressure, skepticism. i haven't been all there. i rewove my entire idea of life, love, and death to suit the master of the whip at my back. but that is no longer.

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[misspresident07]

i wanted to write something reassuring because i know where you're standing. i stood there not too long ago. but nothing anyone ever told me reassured me so i don't want to sound like an idiot and waste journal space. all i know from my experience is that it's good to make sure you have people who love and care for you around. and that they're people you love and care for in return. this time is really fucking difficult. and while i don't know you, i'm sure you'll get throught it in one piece.

[pink_echoes]

you know i love you.