Today was a good day :)

My brother let me drive home from the laundromat! I didn't wreck his truck either! I'm like way proud of myself..

Well I just got volunteered to go a sweet 16 party with my dad's girlfriend. Oh my god it was the worst. I hate big groups of people, they make me get so nervous. And I tried to talk and start a conversation with some of the girls but the words wouldn't come out. So I sat down at a back table with my dad's girlfriend, silent. And for some reason I ( Read more... )

Well I'm still at my dad's house, and I'll be here until Sunday...ugh. I haven't seen my horsey since last wednesday because of the stupid rain, I miss her so. I've been thinking alot about moving schools, and I'm almost postive now that I will transfer soon or next year. I mean, theres no one really worth me staying at GHS except amanda and haley ( Read more... )

Its amazing how I can still cry for hours over derek.

Me and my moms friend Gene had a discussion about my dad today. And he's the only person who's ever asked me if I loved my dad or not. And I thought about it because I didn't know what to say, and I really don't. It wouldn't hurt me one bit if he gave me up. He's offered before and I wish I would of said yes. But after that my head and my feelings ( Read more... )

The barn was ok today, Carly was a bitch..yada yada yada. Nolie was a good girl, except we were jumping in this stupid little circle thing and she ran into the standard. I was just thinking, and I think the boy I had my hopes up about...either I'm just over him or he's over me. I dont even think I matter anymore, but its alright. I can do better.

I hate Carly. I CAN'T WAIT for her to get fired or quit. One, she accused me of losing her spurs..if anyone loses other peoples shit its HER. And then she thinks she needs to tell me how to take care of my horse. Seriously I almost went off at her and I wish I would of. I want to move barns just so I can get away from her. On a happier note a cute ( Read more... )

Every guy that I ever thought was pretty close to being perfect has had a major downfall. Oh well, I want to move to where theres better guys.

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Last night was fun, we had our Crest View Farms party at Jen's house. Isaac was there, and Rick always says he's my long lost brother because we're exactly the same. But ya, I want him to take me shopping because he's gay and he's so cute.