"Here's to another year of heartbreak from you. (This is the second spring of pain) I'm always broken like this, always broken like this & these lonely nights are getting old. These faceless tears remain untold tonight. This if for the words you'll never find. I want to tell you everything. All the songs I never get to sing to you.. I had a million ( Read more... )

Things have calmed down a bit since my last post. Ive gotten pretty much everything done this summer that I needed to do, and I even had time to throw in organizing my closet.. by COLOR. Hahaha. Loser? Oh yes. Anyways, Allison and I went to school really early this morning to get our messed up schedules changed. They didnt give me a 3rd period, 1st ( Read more... )

wow. my heads spinning lol. im seriously going to be busy as hell from now until like.. the end of the school year. heres my list, I am ( Read more... )

god i am so freaking upset right now. i wish things wouldnt get to me like they do, but they do. i think i can count on one hand the # of people on this planet that actually give a flying fuck about me. lately it just really seems obvious to me that i cant do or say anything right. nothing goes the way i planned. i always get fussed at. my feelings ( Read more... )

Hi there. Today was pretty tiring. I had to work from 11:30 to 5. I went to sleep at like 3 or 4 last night too. Haha. Oddly enough, I got up at like 7 or something like that. I just couldnt go back to sleep for some reason. Last night me and allison went to LB's to hang out with him and Joe. We went night swimming. That was pretty cool. When we ( Read more... )

Hey there. Well obviously I havent written in a little while. Im really lazy. Speaking of being lazy, I have a lot of things that I'm putting off til the last minute. I really need to sell some yearbook ads, I need to get people to do that scratch card fundraiser thing for cheerleading, I need to read that book and answer all the questions on it ( Read more... )

hi there. i just got home. me allison justin shaun paul and haddon went to chicos for the karaoke ahaa. allison did pour some sugar on me ;) and then me her shaun n justin did YMCA bahaha. my goodness. that was pretty cool. lol. we won a $10 gift certificate. oh yes. we rock. we had cheerleading practice today too. that went well. i think this year ( Read more... )

Wow. Tonight was.. odd. I truly believe that I wasn't myself for about 20 or 30 minutes. But hey who am I anyway? Ive got people telling me that Im one person, when I feel like Im another. People tell me they expect things of me.. I dont know.. Im just a little lost. What happened? How the hell did I get here? What the fucks going on? All i know is ( Read more... )

This time next year (the last week of school) i will have already cried thousands of tears, and will still cry thousands more after the week passes. So many of the people that have made my life one that I thank god for every day will be graduating. As I look back on, not only this past year, but the past 11, since the day I first STARTED school, I ( Read more... )

Well Allison and I made varsity! (yay!) along with everyone else from last year, and ashley, laura, michaela,teresa,lauren wooten (im a little worried about that one..) and i think katrena dickens. I may have left someone out. There are some people who didnt make it that DEFINITELY DESERVED TO!!!!! :( Gr. But anyways, today me and allison went to ( Read more... )