I'm leaving in a little bit to get my tattoo. When I come back, I'll be new! lol....wait for me!

Crazy fucking night. Went to one of the best concerts ever with Andrew and Traci. We drove down which was a little weird, once we hit the West side highway though things were OK. It was fun talking to some of the old crew again though, sharing memories ( Read more... )

Freeeezing. I was laying down before for hours before, trying to stay warm. All I could do was think of her. Might seem obsessive, is it? What if someone's obsessed with love? Is that obsession bad? I used to be obsessed with trying to do the right thing, isn't that good? I now believe there defiantly are good and bad obsessions. The people ( Read more... )

I've had such a long dayyyy. Spent a lot of money, made an appointment for my tattoo on Saturday, ate a lot, had some good laughs, and a lot of angry words. I'm to tired to talk about the day, although I'd like to share it with someone. She's not on though. Maybe tomorrow ( Read more... )

In a lot of social situations I am quiet and look like I'm not having fun. I realized today that every time my family gets together with people no one talks to me. When I do talk, no one listens either. Its really fucking stupid, kinda hurts my feelings as gay as that sounds. Then they wonder why I don't like talking or being around family. ( Read more... )

I'm cold ( Read more... )

So I was talking to someone the other night. I realized that when I was really young I was abused. Never really thought about it until now, but yea. Abuse from a distant family member, its kind of weird. Not gonna get to much into it, but I remember telling people and no one would believe me. Assholes.

Another rainy cold day. Did nothing the whole day, watch TV and some dvds. Downloaded a lot of music I never thought I'd listen to you. I'm feeling a lot better today then I was last night. Its early in the night too though. I went to the diner again tonight with Alex and Jess. This milk shakes are really gonna affect my already high ( Read more... )

If I were a carpenter ( Read more... )

I have no clue where my life is heading still. I really do not like it. I like to be able to control certain things, not lately though. Nothing is really in control, things happen and I react. Definitely different from the way I used to be. No job and spending lots of money on things I really do not need is a horrible mix. My high points are ( Read more... )