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a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?: most definetely.
what do you do when you're mad?: lock myself in the bathroom. sit on the floor or stare @ myself in a mirror...isthatweird?
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: went insane :D
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: no because my mom just got more pissed lmfao so the whole 'I'm a crazy bitch' thing didn't work out in my favor.
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: I assume Jeremy...thats all I can think of.
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: lmfao I was playing super mario with alex...he was winning...so I punched him as hard as possible :x like 5 years ago.
do you curse when you're mad?: no not really.
c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out? prom morning when I decided I wasn't going.
ever cried yourself to sleep?: 3957957 times. mostly because of my mom though.
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Jeremy's :x thats about all though. Ben's always talked to me on the phone when I cried, but never on his shoulder.
ever cried over the opposite sex?: thatsdisgusting but yes 395793 times.
do you cry when you get an injury?: when I hurt my little toes YES! THAT HURTS LIKE A MOFO.
do certain songs make you cry? which ones: All-American Rejects video makes me want to cry.isthatweird? lol also songs that sound whiney.
can you make yourself cry?: not at all.
p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: the drama & bitterness of a relationship that is ending.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: defintly cut myself.
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: "Hey Heather, You have a little ugly on your face" lmfao...but also the funniest.
ever had a painful break up?: blahhh.only about 35979587 in the last year w.the same person.
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: I do enjoy arguing.
how depressed can you get?: blahhh.sleeping on the bathroom floor? isthatbad?
do you inflict pain on yourself?: I havn't since November when I found out 357975 things that I wish I didn't :x which of course, Ben was there for me :)
h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: I'd like to think so :D
what can make you happy?: food, music, working out, talking to my mom :P, my best friend, bowling even though I suuuuck :P I love bowling.
do you wish you were happier?: at times, yes.
what makes you the happiest?: hanging out with someone who gives me butterflies :*
is being happy overrated?: probably.everything is.
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: I have 2.5 friends lmao Danielle is that .5 btw.I lost them allll. yeahlifesucks.
can music make you happy?: yes :D
l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: never really.
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: lmao oh yeah, definetely.alwayshave,alwayswill.
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: nobody.
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: lmao I get "don't drop the L bomb" I was kidding though.
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: not that I recall.
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: A couple boys I guess.
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: ...only been in 1 relationship, so no.
h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: I don't want to hate people. I'm working on myself this year :D
ever made a hit list?: lmao no but gordon grover has one :x I'm not on it though :D wooo hoo
have you ever been on a hit list?: probably.I'materribleperson.
are you a mean bully?: lmao sometimes <3
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: I just hate peole that fuck me over.
do you hate George Bush?: I don't care @ all.
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: lately, yes.When the person you thought you were in love with, basically tears you apart...how could you have high self-esteem?
do you believe in yourself?: You have to because nobody else will.
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: depends on what I look like.If I'm wearing sweats&no makeup and they call me pretty I duno wtf they're talking about lmao
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: no.I'm not any of those :) or atleast I'd like to think I'm not.
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: just when my mom thought called me a whore :x
are you happy with who you are?: not at all. I've got alot to work on.
do you wish you can be someone else?: nope.