blah blah blah you're being ridiculous. &i'm not compromising myself for you.

Congratulations! You have been selected for admission to St. Edward's University.

i've never been more excited/nervous/relieved in my life.

i'm going to college.

i could complain for days about things that have been going on lately, i could cry every single day if i allowed myself, or i could sit here and type "life sucks" a million times and still not clearly display what i've been going through, but with all the major things going wrong, so much is going right ( Read more... )

i feel intensely awkward and embarrassed and really really really insecure. but i think mostly i'm just scared.

i'll get over it tomorrow.

if i was really lame i'd put a whole bunch of smiley faces all over this entry. i'm not going to, but you get the general idea. i like how things are and i like where they are going, honestly i couldn't ask for more. nothing could bring me down from this high. nothing.

he's so cute.

so i really don't have anything to update about, but incease you were wondering, things are going so incredibly well. i love my friends and my homecoming dress, and i kinda sorta might have a little crush, i don't know, i just like that giddy feeling school girl crushes give you. haha oh life...

i cried at school for the second time in my entire life, i feel like such a tool.

acl was uh-mazing!

-stars
-catpower
-gnarles
-jay may
-the raconteurs
-ben kweller
-the shins
-explosions in the sky
-damian marley
-the new pornographers
-the flaming lips
-muse

i can't even explian how brilliant it was.
next year i'm going with my boyfriend.

i don't understand why it happend. was it THAT bad? every few minutes my thoughts go back to him, and it scares me. could his life have been THAT bad? we had one class together, and in that one class, he proved himself to be halarious, and despite what his grades showed, he was smart. i just don't get it. i never noticed the signs. and though it ( Read more... )

haha some people...some people make me laugh when they don't try to, and that's the funniest kind of laughter. does that make sense? probably not.

yeah, i don't care about alot of things, and i'm really comfortable with my apathy.

haha