you know, there was a time when i wanted to get back with marlone, but today... totally fucked that up. he gets mad at meee for talking when he talks too?! wtf. telling ppl super personal stuff about me and him during his calc. class too ppl i dont even talk to. and then saying he dosent know if i was a virgin n stuff. WTF!! wooow. like ok, if hes ( Read more... )

so today at school was normal. i acually had fun =) stats was horribly boring, everything else was great =) after school i went to the pshycologist (spelling) how funny that i always end up having an appointment with him after something bad happens to me?! lol. whatever. hes cool. :) after i got home, lisa called me. she picked me up and we went ( Read more... )

so i didnt go to the heat game. not because i cudnt, but bc i didnt want to. i felt horribly sick last night. like my head, my tummy, my legs, i felt soo weak. the only person that made me feel better last night was david. im happy i have a friend like him :) so devin and someone came over after mc.donalds. they stayed her and talked to me about ( Read more... )

so i just might have 2 tickets to the heat game 2nite... whos down? im going forsure!! too bad this was a surprise from my friend devin which i love to peices. it was originally 2 (1 for me 1 for marlone) it was supposesd to be a surprise n shit from my boy devin.. but i told him yesterday me and him broke up so he dosent know if his dad gave away ( Read more... )

well today was mad akward. whatever im over the fact that me and him are done. there really is no point in continuing with him if he dosent like me anymore. i cant say im not hurt bc after what i went through with my ex i didnt want to get heartbroken again, and i did, and the 2nd time hurts even more bc i trusted him with my heart. blah. so its ( Read more... )

So that last journal entry was pretty funny lol i just read it now and man its old. thats the reason i get in trouble lol. i talk to much. well heres a change.. me and marlone broke up. yea =/ i really had no choice. i guess ill be ok. im not going to fuck up a friendship either. or fukcing talk shit about him bc i really have nothing to say... im ( Read more... )

my boyfriend is finally feeling better. he was in the hospital since monday =/ he got home yesterday. food poisoning. poor thing. ive been by his side the whole time. what a good girlfriend huh? lol i try i try... lol but yea we went to see him in the hospital. yesterday night i got in a lil fight with him bc hes cranky and acting dumb. but i got ( Read more... )

my poor boyfriend is sick. =/ really sick. hes in the hospital. it hasnt been a good 2 days. i miss his smile and his laugh. hes in soo much pain. all i can do is be there for him. he has a virus. froms some Pan Con Biste' at latin america. NEVER EAT THERE. i have to take care of him and then take care of all the prom problems!! ahhhhhhhhh!! lol. ( Read more... )

so its been good so far with me and marlone.
yesterday was our one month.
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so easter was fun :) for the most part. umm.. woke up at my dads. went to my house, made marlone cookies. marlone picked me up. went to his house.. gave his mom a gift i got her :) mm. :) haha. umm.. she gave me a shirt that said "DUMP HIM" on it.. too funny! lol he loved his stuff :) i got a little mad at him but i got over it bc it wasnt a big ( Read more... )