l.i.f.e.

[_neeners_]

" That sugar cane that tasted good.
That's who you are, that's what you could.
C'mon, c'mon on no one can see you cry."

i think i should start my posts with a lyric quote of some sort.  rem fits well here.  i have made some major changes in my life.  theyve stressed me out all summer and spring semester.  it feels good to know that i havent let

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[all_i_can_say]

good luck honey.

[missabissa]

all of that is so true. this'll probably sound strange but i admire your strength and independance. So good luck with whatever you've gotta do and just look at all of what you've already done.

This is Derek.

[_neeners_]

So yeah, Neen, this is Derek. I love you. That wont change. Unless you aren't honest with yourself, primarily, and then everyone else in your life. This is a change you have to make within your own life. First and foremost. Nothing else matters until you can finally sit down and say, "Yes. I have been completely honest with everyone."

Do this, and you will once again be happy. You've just drifted so far from where you as a person know you need to be.