i feel like rory in the episode of gilmore girls when dean broke up with her and she went on with her life as usual as if nothing happened. and despite her greatest efforts to keep the inevitable from happening, it all catches up with her and she ends up on her couch with a gallon of ben&jerry's crying her eyes out. that, right now, is me. the ( Read more... )

shopping for my dorm was exhausting, but i did extremely well. i got everything i needed for under $300. awesome.

i decided that i'm going to call and see him before i leave. i need him to give me closure so i can move on with my life. end of story.

i got called into work today which means i got absolutely nothing productive done. but its okay, i guess... i do need the money. also, i'm off tomorrow so i think i'm gonna buy all my dorm stuff then. i can feel the aggravation already. wish ivy luck... i might just bite her head off just because she's there.

♥

i'm trying this new thing where i actually do something productive when i'm off from work. therefore, if i don't have to go to work tomorrow, my day will be dedicated to buying the things i need for my dorm. wish me luck? (because the chances of that actually happening are slim to none ♥)

he does this all the time, and every time i fall into the same old vicious cycle. this time, i refuse to give him the satisfaction of being his fall-back. i'm no one's second choice.

p.s.- phantom of the opera was AMAZING.

i woke up at 9:30am to a phone call for a jimmy and without even thinking i put on my bathing suit and drove to the beach. i really do have an unhealthy obsession.

i'm going to see phantom of the opera soon. peace ♥

i'm in love with the beach.
if it were legal for human and property to wed,
i SO would.

peeeeace.

25 more days until i'm out of this godforsaken place and away from cold and insensitive him.

i despise him all over again.

i love that chris disappeared off the face of the earth, againi'm seriously getting tired of it ( Read more... )