honestly, you're full of shit. i don't fucken get you sometimes, i feel like whenever i need your fucken help and i have problems, you're never there! it's like the only time you fucken come to me is when you have your 'girl' problems. like what the fuck? you seriously piss me off. when i wanna talk and i need you to be there for me, you're not ( Read more... )

I'm slowly giving up.
I'm tired of hurting.
I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of being heartbroken.

Sometimes I wish I never met you, and sometimes I wish we weren't best friends.

I don't want to be played as a fool. So please just tell me that what I'm thinking isn't true. I just can't handle it, I've cried so much already and I feel like there's no tears left. I don't know anymore? I'm dying here..they say that I should trust you until there's no reason not too. I'm trying so hard to do that, I really am. But it's just ( Read more... )

"but regardless, im always gonna be here for you, whenever you need me. you've helped me through a lot of things before as well. im never ever going to forget that. i can never thank you enough for being there and youre not going to loose me because of it. i miss you too, no doubt. i know i can go days, weeks or even a couple months without talking ( Read more... )

"When the world seems to have slipped under you, its because I am carrying you. When the world seems to have pushed you on your face, its because im holding you close to my heart. When the world around you seems to have turned dark, its cause ive turned off the lights so you can dream. And finally, when it seems as tho...ugh the world doesn't love ( Read more... )

You use to be the one person in my life that meant everything to me. You weren't just a friend that I could count on, but a best friend that meant the world to me. And now, it feels like it's different. It feels like, you've just up and left me. I understand that you have someone new in your life, and I know that you promised me that you'll be here ( Read more... )

i miss my livejournal! omgosh, i haven't updated this bad boy since august 19th..that was 2 months ago. since then, i don't know? school's been alright, i guess. i hate my 1st period class, i wanna drop it but i can't until mid-term hits. so i have to suck it up til then. data is sucha killer, but i'm pulling through. i'm passing though, which is a ( Read more... )

Now they ask me if I'm happy that you found someone new. And my answer to that question is..yes. Yes I'm happy you found a girl that can treat you well, hopefully she can. But at the same time, I feel like it won't be the same anymore. Yeah, I gotta get use to you having a girlfriend, and of course it won't change anything. I mean, our friendship ( Read more... )

A dream that cannot be forgotten and it's stuck to me like it just happened. Why can't I just get you off my mind? Why do you have to come back to me when I'm already over you. It's strange, but at the same time it kind of puts a smile on my face, odd ( Read more... )