*cries*

[_nikki_263]

... So im writin 2 weeks later... and itz really crazy how thingz have turned upside down... i cant believe that i no longer have the one thing in life that made me smile... i cant believe itz gone... i cant believe i gave up on it... how do u jus give up on something that u love so much??? i always said that i'd hold on as long as you didnt let go

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o nikki im sorry

[caribkid263]

im sorry did yall officially break up? i think we have to play the game. some of us are too scared to play that game, but for those of us who are too scared they end up missing out on one major part of life! you on the other hand at least have experienced a mutual feeling with someone more than once, i dont think that makes you a loser but a winner! Those who dont ever play the game never get that! how would you feel knowing what you know and havin felt wat u felt if you never experienced that set of emmotions for someone?? wouldnt that be terrible? and you still both care so very much for each other u never know what the future holds. and im assuming yall didnt leave on bad terms i mean its not like she wants to leave you and this is why she is doing this, she just wants wats best for her future, mayb it might not be the easiest thing for both of u to live with just now.. but... it might be the best for the future, we do always want the here and now but sometimes its better to wait and then mayb sometimes it just wasnt meant to be (