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[artofbrooding]

There's a few things I've been thinking about as of late. I'm not entirely sure when or how the power and water got turned back on in the hotel but I'm very grateful for it. Otherwise my method of keeping my soul intact would be sorely different; Cold showers aren't exactly the best relief, generally once I'm out of the shower Buffy makes her

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[wickedbuff]

I was going more than a little stir crazy in the hotel. Not that spending gratutious amounts of time with Angel was necessarily a bad thing but I was pretty sure it was a frustrating thing for both of us. All those cold showers and then waking up to this reminder that we both wanted eachother so completely but it seemed nearly impossible. Neither of us was about to risk it, the consequences were way too high. I knew that, no matter how much I wanted to throw caution to the wind for that one moment of happiness. It wasn't fair, but I'd gotten used to that over the years. Nothing about me and Angel was ever fair

[artofbrooding]

Honestly I couldn't tell you how long I spent with my eyes closed, back against the wall before I heard the click of Buffy's heels and her panicked voice echoing in the lobby. I felt her touch my forehead and I finally opened my eyes. Concern was etched into her features