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aww I <3 blink-182. and
Why this fascination with enemas?
"We started giving each other enemas a while back because we were tired of living with each other's stink on the tour bus, and now we are obsessed with them. I think Tom was the first person in the band to be given an enema."
Did he do something bad?
"No, he did something good."
Do you mess with each other a lot on the road?
"Yeah, we mess around, mostly gay stuff," he says jokingly. "We kiss each other, but that's it. You have to make touring fun if you are going to spend four months at a time with each other."
I meant do you play jokes on each other.
"On planes, if you fall asleep, there's going to be a sign above your head saying, 'Dreaming of naked men.' We pants each other in the airport a lot, especially if there's a big crowd of people. It's that kind of humor all the time. I've pants Mark at many shows. I spit on Mark and Tom a lot, too. They like to tell everyone in the crowd that I'm looking for a boy to spend the night with. If there's a quality dude out there, I'll take him. It's all good."
my mom is dragging me to some stupid movie. ugh. I do not want to go. but at least I'm getting some hair dye on the way except she won't get me it unless it's this stupid healthy natural kind that takes like an hour. she's so weird.
last night was shitty. I've been depressed lately. it's lame. or... at least last night anyway. but I called my dad and kianna, it was kianna's birthday and I didn't even remember. but my dad said that they want me to come out to oregon, move over there, and that kianna wants me. he said that she thought we had a really good connection last time and that she now thinks of me like she does hana. that just.. made me so fucking happy, because, wow, I love kianna so much and it just... it made me start crying, hearing that. because before she had never wanted me to move out there, I was just this annoying little kid to her, but now... now she loves me. like she does hana!! it just... it makes me so happy hearing that, that she feels about me the same way she does about her own daughter. sigh. I'm such a sap.
we had a good long talk. about... lots of things. I was telling her how fucking hard it is over here, how much shit I have to put up with (my mom, school...) and she basically just said to stay strong... because she had to go through it all, too. but, sigh, it really is... so hard. so incredibly hard. putting up with ALL this bullshit. all these stupid people and all this stupid negative energy, it's fucking gnarly.
I changed my room around AGAIN. it's nice.
I love listening to all my music. I will go through phases, for like 3 to 5 months at a time I will only listen to about 3 or 4 cds. then I'll start another phase. and it's fun going back and listening to some of my cds I haven't listened to in a loong time. today I listened to dude ranch, tbs, box car racer and dashboard confessional. and it was cool. it just makes me think, where the HELL would I be without music...
I have lots of homework.
and ina may hasn't called me. she said she was gonna call me yesterday after she got off work. but she didn't. I bet she was with aly. ugh. whatever. and I KNOW she's not gonna apologize for the fight we got in on friday.
blah.
Why this fascination with enemas?
"We started giving each other enemas a while back because we were tired of living with each other's stink on the tour bus, and now we are obsessed with them. I think Tom was the first person in the band to be given an enema."
Did he do something bad?
"No, he did something good."
Do you mess with each other a lot on the road?
"Yeah, we mess around, mostly gay stuff," he says jokingly. "We kiss each other, but that's it. You have to make touring fun if you are going to spend four months at a time with each other."
I meant do you play jokes on each other.
"On planes, if you fall asleep, there's going to be a sign above your head saying, 'Dreaming of naked men.' We pants each other in the airport a lot, especially if there's a big crowd of people. It's that kind of humor all the time. I've pants Mark at many shows. I spit on Mark and Tom a lot, too. They like to tell everyone in the crowd that I'm looking for a boy to spend the night with. If there's a quality dude out there, I'll take him. It's all good."
my mom is dragging me to some stupid movie. ugh. I do not want to go. but at least I'm getting some hair dye on the way except she won't get me it unless it's this stupid healthy natural kind that takes like an hour. she's so weird.
last night was shitty. I've been depressed lately. it's lame. or... at least last night anyway. but I called my dad and kianna, it was kianna's birthday and I didn't even remember. but my dad said that they want me to come out to oregon, move over there, and that kianna wants me. he said that she thought we had a really good connection last time and that she now thinks of me like she does hana. that just.. made me so fucking happy, because, wow, I love kianna so much and it just... it made me start crying, hearing that. because before she had never wanted me to move out there, I was just this annoying little kid to her, but now... now she loves me. like she does hana!! it just... it makes me so happy hearing that, that she feels about me the same way she does about her own daughter. sigh. I'm such a sap.
we had a good long talk. about... lots of things. I was telling her how fucking hard it is over here, how much shit I have to put up with (my mom, school...) and she basically just said to stay strong... because she had to go through it all, too. but, sigh, it really is... so hard. so incredibly hard. putting up with ALL this bullshit. all these stupid people and all this stupid negative energy, it's fucking gnarly.
I changed my room around AGAIN. it's nice.
I love listening to all my music. I will go through phases, for like 3 to 5 months at a time I will only listen to about 3 or 4 cds. then I'll start another phase. and it's fun going back and listening to some of my cds I haven't listened to in a loong time. today I listened to dude ranch, tbs, box car racer and dashboard confessional. and it was cool. it just makes me think, where the HELL would I be without music...
I have lots of homework.
and ina may hasn't called me. she said she was gonna call me yesterday after she got off work. but she didn't. I bet she was with aly. ugh. whatever. and I KNOW she's not gonna apologize for the fight we got in on friday.
blah.