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I love this song. it reminds me of roswell. that was a good show. I miss it.
last night was... okay. me and elise went to some party in kehei and I didn't know anyone there. met this guy aaron who's friends with shanoah and that whole crowd... dunno how I hadn't met him before. he was kinda cute, and so obviously hitting on me but not in a sleezy way, he was pretty cool. he was funny, 19 years old. he asked for my number and I gave it to him, don't know why... he said he might be able to hook me up with some mushrooms. I hate how fricken easy it is, I mean how we met at a party, he asks for my number, and if I liked him, we could go out and he could be my boyfriend, easily. except I don't like him. and with the guy I DO like, it's so fucking complicated and of course he doesn't ask for my number or anything... blah.
we ran into kira and her boyfriend and some other seabury kids in paia, basically a bunch of robbie's friends. one of them was really familiar and turns out he's the guy robbie was with on halloween. we were gonna hang out with them but didn't for some reason. I wanted to because I'm pathetic and can't fucking think of anything BUT robbie and was hoping to hang out with him. ugh I hate how obsessive I am, it's sickening. on the way back from lahaina (we went surfing, WOOO) I saw him driving out of paia and got all excited, like my heart racing and shit. isn't that completely pathetic?? this is like, a freaking abnormal obsession here and it's scaring me how much I want him.
saw lord of the rings on friday night. I LOVED IT. great movie. the hobbits are so freaking cute and orland bloom is great. very long movie, though. I had to go pee so bad the entire time.
there's some stupid teen night thing at hapa's tonight, dont' think I'm gonna go... probably will just be a bunch of filipinos.
I wonder if aaron will call me. I kinda hope not. I hate how there's all these other guys out there that I have oppertunities with and I don't even care or want them at all because I only want one stupid guy.
I suck.
last night was... okay. me and elise went to some party in kehei and I didn't know anyone there. met this guy aaron who's friends with shanoah and that whole crowd... dunno how I hadn't met him before. he was kinda cute, and so obviously hitting on me but not in a sleezy way, he was pretty cool. he was funny, 19 years old. he asked for my number and I gave it to him, don't know why... he said he might be able to hook me up with some mushrooms. I hate how fricken easy it is, I mean how we met at a party, he asks for my number, and if I liked him, we could go out and he could be my boyfriend, easily. except I don't like him. and with the guy I DO like, it's so fucking complicated and of course he doesn't ask for my number or anything... blah.
we ran into kira and her boyfriend and some other seabury kids in paia, basically a bunch of robbie's friends. one of them was really familiar and turns out he's the guy robbie was with on halloween. we were gonna hang out with them but didn't for some reason. I wanted to because I'm pathetic and can't fucking think of anything BUT robbie and was hoping to hang out with him. ugh I hate how obsessive I am, it's sickening. on the way back from lahaina (we went surfing, WOOO) I saw him driving out of paia and got all excited, like my heart racing and shit. isn't that completely pathetic?? this is like, a freaking abnormal obsession here and it's scaring me how much I want him.
saw lord of the rings on friday night. I LOVED IT. great movie. the hobbits are so freaking cute and orland bloom is great. very long movie, though. I had to go pee so bad the entire time.
there's some stupid teen night thing at hapa's tonight, dont' think I'm gonna go... probably will just be a bunch of filipinos.
I wonder if aaron will call me. I kinda hope not. I hate how there's all these other guys out there that I have oppertunities with and I don't even care or want them at all because I only want one stupid guy.
I suck.