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[_nopoeticdevice]

I wish I could close my eyes
and wake up in a different life

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[autumn__leaves]

me too.
sometimes.
but then i realise i could wake up in a life where i am actually worse off than i think i am now.

[_nopoeticdevice]

yeah I know that what you mean, I guess I gotta be grateful for what I got cause it could be worse, right?

a lot of times just to make myself feel better I'll look at people I'd never want to be and then I'm like "well at least I'm not them." which is horrible... wow that's horrible...

[autumn__leaves]

horrible but true. and everyone does it. i mean really, who wants to be that homeless person on the corner in the dead of winter? or the starving child in somalia? or have aids?
i could go on and on.
and it's such a guilty thing, cause sometimes it really does suck to be me, but then it's completely relative to everyone else's suffering and it just doesn't compare. and i feel bad even thinking my life sucks.
what can you do?

[tychoelite]

oh. I'm sorry. Life really sucks some times, huh?

well if it makes you feel any better I sent out your cd's today ^_^
there in a bright blue envalope with a heartagram on it. hope you get it soon.

[_nopoeticdevice]

thanks. it's not really that bad, just my randomness.

and YAYYYY!! I <3 you soo much, you are so sweet. really, thank you.

[tychoelite]

it was no big deal, really.
let me know when you get them, ok?

<3 Teri