What can you do when you're in a financially vampiric relationship with several people you love deeply? I don't want to drop them on their asses because i truly empathize and love them. On the other hand, i feel like I'm enabling their poor choices.

I have felt let down more times since the beginning of the year than i have felt in the whole 3+ years we've been reconnected. I'm relatively sure this is why your other friends have moved on. If you're not careful, I'll move on too.

What am i really upset about?!

I don't want to be jealous. What is wrong with me?!

Still alienated...

So many horrible moods.

I think my heart is broken...

So impatient with the process....

Feeling so alienated lately. No end in sight.

I am not ok with this.