You said it would always be okay between us, and it's not. It's gotten so bad to the point where I have nightmares about you, and I wake up screaming saying to myself, "It's not real." The sad thing about it is, that it's real and I can't change that. I miss you. I can't stand to see or hear something that resembles you because I get sick to my ( Read more... )

x3SelfishLovex3: I'm not getting anyone to hate you. They all hate you 'cause of what you do to them.
x3SelfishLovex3: I'm done with you.
SourSkittles651: and you said that how many times.. i never liked you

^hahahahahahahahahahahahaha LMFAO! Omg I'm going to die of laughter.

Sorry if I ain't perfect
Sorry I don't give a -what-
Sorry I ain't a diva
Sorry just know what I want
Sorry I'm not a --
Sorry I'm not a slut.
I won't let you [[b r e a k]] me;;
Think what you want.

I'm not going to lie anymore, 'cause they all ask if I'm okay, and I say yeah...but it's like I'm lying to the world, 'cause I'm not happy. It's just that no ( Read more... )

My hands are at your throat, and I think I hate you...

Nothing...and literally mean...NOTHING happened at school today, but thats not different from the other 180 school days. I find myself not talking to anyone, except Olivia, Audra, and occasionally, Clay, Chris, and Ben. I find myself very quiet, and I find myself not eating lunch. Hm...=\

Why ( Read more... )

Finally got 25 comments, so I can update again. =p

I went to my Aunt's house for Easter today. It was craaazzzy, but we didn't do much. I ate ham and a little piece of bread for 'dinner.' haha. My little cousin, Irie, who's like 4, looks at me and goes, "Wow Lindsay...you look very beautiful today." I almost pissed myself, it was so cute. I was ( Read more... )

"Hello?"
"Hi."
"Hi?"
"Why do you keep bothering Jon?"
"I'm...not."
"Do you still like him or something?"
"Haaah...Noooo."
"Well...GOOD! CAUSE HE THINKS YOU'RE A FAT UGLY BITCH--"
^Not so nice, now, are we?

I don't think you know what you make me feel. I don't think you're aware of it. You can say as much as you want that you don't care, and you can run ( Read more... )

Angeleah slept over last night. =p We had sooo much fuuun. "Eat the Muffins!" lmao. She's so silly...and a little bit of a...HOMO! >=o haah. I Love you Angeleah. <33

Pull the trigger, and the nightmare...
Stops.

It's a long way down...you just have to wait for someone to catch you. When they do...you'll have a story to tell and someone to hold your ( Read more... )

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

BENNY!

<33
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Today was good, I guess. I had lunch with Audra Jean and Carissa Baby! =p

This morning, I told Ben to wait for AUDRA JEAN and he wouldn't...then he walked away...so I ran up behind him and was holding his back pack screaming, "WAIT FOR AUDRA!" He got mad at me, and yelled at me...so I stopped...but atleast Audra caught up to us. =p

You know...after ( Read more... )

Today sucked...I know the rest of the week will, too. Thank god for 4 day weeks. =\

Kayla Masse (Horse Girl) walked into Science today as I was leaving, and she looks at me and goes..."Eew." So I was like..."Eew your friggin face, you ugly loser. Go suck one sideways. Whattya got to say to that?!" And she just turned away...haaah, what a fag.

HR was ( Read more... )