i'm seriously so glad it's spring break. the new janet album is amazing as i knew it would be. i love every song. i haven't stopped listening to it since chris and i went to buy it. yesterday my mommy and i went to the beverly center and shopped, it was fun. i ended up with a shirt, jacket, shoes and underwear from diesel, pants by miss sixty and ( Read more... )

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i took photos of chris on monday and printed this today. i think it's my favorite print so far that i've done. not to mention, the boy in it is the most beautiful boy i think i've ever seen. and he's mine.


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once again, i'm really tired of people and society. it bothers me. all people seem to care about is how cool and fashionable they are, while everybody else is "ugly." it's really lame. i really think people should get over it and get over themselves. maybe someday people will take people for what they are and not what labels they wear, or how tight ( Read more... )

i've been so happy since last night. i don't think i've felt anything but complete elation, whether i was awake or asleep. friday is only four days away ( Read more... )

it seems like everybody has a boyfriend or girlfriend, or they're dating somebody. it's cute. i'm happy for everybody. i kind of want someone to cuddle and share special moments with, someone to confide in & for someone to feel they can confide in me, you know. my time will come, i suppose. hopefully when it does come, i won't fuck it up like i ( Read more... )

i walked today for about ninety minutes crying on and off as the sun succeeded in lighting the coming together of tears and mac's irredescent powder on my face. i held my camera tight in my right hand the entire time and shot about eighteen photos using selected f-stops. dealing with the emotions and feelings that i've held in much too long gets ( Read more... )

i'd like to wake up all over again this morning. i wasn't happy with the sticky dried tears on my cheeks with my hair stuck to them. for some reason when i touched my face to push my hair out of my eyes i got really tired and fell back asleep for ten minutes. usually when i wake up, i'm up. i thought about how i went into the new energie store on ( Read more... )