I'm not at school! Just like I said! I'm going to make this a good day. But fuck. Mum is still planning something, I think. -_-; I don't want to have to see anyone on my birthday! I don't want anyone telling me Happy Birthday. It's weird in every way. It's like I don't want to acknowledge it's there. Adligflduglsdgknhidlfugh. I'm just fuckin' crazy ( Read more... )

One last thing to set me off. I hid it so well. I'm so proud I didn't get too lost in it.

I really hate phones.

Today was, by far, the worst day I've had in a long time. And it's not getting any better. It's not because of anyone in particular, but every little thing everyone's doing combined. Our sectional during practice was bad. I gave myself a break and sat in the bathroom alone for awhile. My wrist didn't hurt as bad as I had expected it to, but only ( Read more... )

Leave it to someone like Kristéna to make me feel better. I spent the day with her at the Renaissance Festival. This time it was just the two of us. It's way cooler hanging out with her without my brothers. Me loves my Kris. We listened to NOW. Holy hell, you have no idea how awesome music used to be. 89X used to play really good music. Anyway, I' ( Read more... )

Trystan took a train to Kalamazoo. I'm so jealous. A train to Kalamazoo.

I don't want to do anything is weekend; just sleep. I don't even want to watch television.

I'm thinking that I don't wanna throw a party for my birthday. Period. Maybe this will change, but I've been mainly wanting to discard the oppurtunity for awhile. I don't care what ya'll want because it's my party, right?

Maybe I'm wrong, but everything seems to be blurring together. I seem to get things in little bits. I'm not getting it all in the whole picture ( Read more... )

I think that I shouldn't dwell on this. It stopped bugging me long ago, but the jealousy has seemed to break through my wall. It's like the Mongolians and the Great Wall of China. I think that there's no reason for this and I already dealt with it. So why is it bugging the hell out of me ( Read more... )

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