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[_oh_my_marilyn]

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[keepxthexpeace]

dee dee lsiten basically i know we never talk but i miss you i was telling gina today..i was thinking about graduation and stuff and then u popped in my head and all the funny times hahaha so yeah i just wanted to tell you that kiddo.

jeh

[_oh_my_marilyn]

hey jacks!
yeah graduation and stuff is coming up fast!
its exciting to not have to be stuck at boot camp any more
i really didnt like my expierence in highschool.
lol
it made me learn that
whether people love me or hate me they'll still be talking about me.
but yeah me and gina are finally back to normal which is awesome,
i was miserable with out her!!
i felt like i lost a boyfriend when we were on the rocks! lol
shes the only one whos been there through everthing, and makes me laugh even when it seems impossible sometimes.
me and G can make it through anything, well 11 years of being best friends id hope we could!

<3dee

[keepxthexpeace]

umm thats cool. yeah i know u and gina are close and she was there for u thru everything but how are u gonna be like that to me? i was there too even after we stopped talking..remember when u thought u were sick again? that killed me and i was there no matter what. i know i fucked up with everything when we stopped talking but ive realized that stuff was dumb and it wasnt even right for me to do i was an asshole and i know ive sed shit but u have too and when it comes down to it i really miss just even talking to you and laughing and i dont understand why u forgot that we were even friends because i didnt..even if you wanna act like we never were friends. basically alls im saying is i dont know why u wont give me another chance to be frineds with u again im not asking to be best friends cuz its probably never gonna get back to how it was but when we started talking again u said that u wanted to still be frineds and u wished we could be how we were again..were u just lying? i guess so..

well whatever i dunno i just dont understand it.

[_oh_my_marilyn]

i didnt mean like you werent or anything its just people have been so shisty to me like you and katie, and then everyone wants a second chance after they realize that the reason they stopped talking to me was reallllly dumb u know?
i mean i still would like to talk to you and catch up on lost time and talk about old times, but it just seems mere impossible to get things how they used to be u know?
its just hard.

[keepxthexpeace]

yeah i understand what u mean it just sucks tho..and u know that im nothing like katie but the whole thing that sucks is we can never get to how we used to be because people probably told u stuff i never sed cuz u know people were trying to instigate the fight between me and u and alot of people are two faced and i did say stuff im not gonna lie and i regret it soo much but im not lying i was talking to sam, alex and gina in art on friday and u came up in a convo and i said i know me and dee havent gotten along but i really do miss that girl and they were like well what about all the bad stuff? and i said i know but the good out weighs any of the bad and i just wish i culd hang out with u before we graduate and i just wanted to start talking again cuz it still bothers me u crack me up seriously like even when i saw u at that party at dustins i knew u didnt wanna talk but i was gonna give it a shot ne ways and when u said "i dont know why but i just clenched my buttcheeks real hard" that made me laugh soo hard and i miss those times

[_oh_my_marilyn]

its fine, and i completely understand.

no hard feelings:)

[_slxplovs_]

hahahahaha oh me oh my you almost got every one... what about im cold and frightened? or tee hee hee hee oh you...or IT SHMELLS LIKE SHTEAKS!!! just tryin to help with the list.
lalu,
dan