im off probation
and i really missed smoking
i havent had a cigarette in at least five days.
its killing me.
anditsalmostbeenfourmonths: recordbreaking.
I Think im going to start job hunting;
im getting so lazy;
HAIR-GROW GROW GROW
whatever.

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Im so sick of school
i cant wait for spring break
i bought a cute new bathing suit
and me and andy are going to the beach house.
yayyy.

this weekend sucks alot.
i hate fighting.
i hate the fact that i love you
more than you love me.
i hate the fact that i am
the psycho girlfriend.
even more than that, i hate
the fact that i cant change the way i feel.

- i will not settle for less than amazing
- i will not be afraid to love
- i will listen to more jack johnson
- i will hang out with my mom more
- i will sing in the shower more often.
- i will scream at the top of my lungs.
- i will stand up for what i believe in
- i will paint naked outside
- i will name my kids "clover" and "willow"
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i havent updated in a while:
today i had a therapy appointment,
then my mom let me stay home.
i made pancakes and watched beauty and the beast.
its gross outside,
im totally ready for summer.
i have a paper about LOVE to write,
but im procrastinating.
now im chain smoking and watching
the disney channel.
john and i are not broken up, thankfully.
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ughhh. i need to quit smoking, like seriously.
i have a health science tech project due tomorrow
and i still have to make the shoebox.
im slipping in school, RAWRR.
and addicted to myspace.
john lives with me;

its weird yet enjoyable.
[he leaves the toilet seat up.]
i cant wait for valentines day-
my first ever with a boyfriend.
i want to eat at zios.

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