baby it's the beer that's smiling. it ain't me.

[_ohgirl]

tonight: went with jessica&mike to the 80s social@the backdoor

Comments

[dave123456789]

Yeah the Backdoor is getting really young, it kinda freaks me out and makes me feel really old.

[_ohgirl]

totally. i don't know how you handle being there so often/so long.
<3.

[always_sleeping]

I realized I was too old for the backdoor a few months ago. It's depressing when you realize that such a fun chapter of your life is over and now Rockland makes me feel somewhat trapped.

[_ohgirl]

totally. i almost feel like i should just stop going. because every time i go it makes me that much more aggravated.
i want to remember it as a good thing. and not something that pissed me off all the time.
sighhh.
<3.

[always_sleeping]

Exactly. I don't want my last backdoor memory to be me surrounded by 4 dozen kids born post-Cold War. I want to see all the friends I've met and lost over the past 4 years in one room for one night.

[_ohgirl]

there should be a 17/18&over event.
mmhmmm.
with band we actually like.
<3.

[fatallightning]

well i had fun. because i like little girls. and am a pedophile. see my happy little girl pics here http://www.livejournal.com/users/fatallightning/27348.html?#cutid1

[_ohgirl]

ha. you're such a creepo and i love it.
what time did you get there?
we got there at like 7:45&left at like 8:45.
i thought it was wayyy lame.
but then again... i'm not all about the babygirls anyway.
ha.
<3.

[fatallightning]

prolly around 8~ish? not sure, maybe later. that was my blue motorcycle out front

[_ohgirl]

i didnt see your MOTTTTOOOOOO.
see you soon? <3.

[imtheheroine]

i love you.
enough said.<3

[_ohgirl]

you hate me.
wah. <3.

[lostinside]

hah it's different to see a post from you that really lets your emotions explode in your entries
i can totally relate to how you feel about your mom
i swear a lot of what you said could have been my own words
im sorry you have to be having some rough emotions
and it usually helps to let those tears flow out
even though it hurts
take care
<3

[_ohgirl]

i try to hold back from anything that's too substantial or whatever... in my journal.
but i guess last night i just needed to vent.
and noone was around.
i'm sorry you can relate. it's not a good feeling.
thank you darling.
<3.

[lostinside]

why hold back?
it helps to vent sometimes
i understand
sometimes no one is there to listen
and the journal is the only thing there
yeah it's a total crap ass feeling
i'm sorry you have to know how it feels too
and anytime
<3