something isn't right here

[_ohgoddamnit]

I got home a couple of hours ago... finally. I've been gone for days. I haven't slept in days. There is so much going on in my head. I'm so confused in my life right now. I'm really motivated to forge ahead and do something right, but I'm starting to question who I am and where I'm going. Maybe these feelings are just being amplified because I

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[parklife27]

you never called me back, and when i tried callin ya this weekend, it kept sayin your phone was out of service. so did u guys win?

[_ohgoddamnit]

I couldn't call you because my phone got turned off. I tried calling you all day Saturday, but then I realized I'd been calling 3390 instead of 9930. I was really worried you might have come to Knoxville and not known where to go. I'm sorry. We played the College of Charleston and UT. We did great, but we couldn't beat UT because most of the team is too out of shape to play to back to back games in that kind of heat. We have a big tournament this weekend and the next weekend we play at home.

[forgotten_stars]

What weekend? Next weekend? The weekend of the 2nd or the weekend of the 9th? Cause when you play at home, we'll definitely be there. Yay! Annnnnd...you're going on a date with a GUY?! Just kiddin'. You do what you need to do. And call, damnit! Anna was worried when your mom called looking for you! So was I! Girl...don't scare us like that.

[_ohgoddamnit]

Saturday the 9th we play at home. I want you guys to come. Anna said she had to work, but I think the game is pretty early, so maybe she can still come. I didn't mean to have everyone worried this weekend. Friday I kinda flipped and almost quit rugby. I wanted to leave somewhere and never come back. Luckily I came to my senses, but I still felt a little crazy. I made no effort to call my mom or tell her where I would be. She got pretty scared. Sorry about that.

As for the date with the boy, I told him I would hang out with him as long as he didn't call it a date. We'll see how that goes.