Venting Entry?

[_ohh_noo]

alright so..

if you hate me.. good.. you dont have too like me.. no body is making you have to like me or deal with me.. as for me.. i dont hate anybody.. yes sure there are a few people i dislike.. but honestly.. im not going to go out of my way to make you feel like shit.. make you cry everyday after school.. make you want to hate your life..

Comments

[blazintrav]

". i try to keep my head up as high as i can.. and you bringin me down.. makes me become stronger.. "

Don't do anything you'll regret later Dez. If there is one piece of advice I can give you it is this:
You are a teen, your emotions are raging. One day you may feel happy, the other sad, and the next day angry. Keep this in mind when all this BS is coming your way, and think to yourself, "I'll live through this."

I'm there for ya.

BTW, you could always come to redwood. ;)

[blazintrav]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[bobbage]

well that was a handful

u should come to novato its a billion times better

[__ambz__]

i truely hope this is the one comment you really listen too, i have experienced everything you are going through and honestly more. i have ran away from schools, girls, guys, u name it i have done it. i have been called a slut, i have had nasty rumors spread about me, i have been insecure, i have had girls turn around and hurt me... i know exactly how it feels because it was me last year and i guess in a way u are sort of filling my shoes and im sorry for that because u sound exactly how i did. i hated school i hated my life and all the people in it so i made probably the biggest mistake of my life and switched schools because i felt like i would get another chance people would be different you know people would understand me. i also seriously got involved with drugs as well because i couldnt realize who i was and i let others perceptions of me get into my head. I have come to realize that i am a beautiful amazing person and the people in my life who truly see that are still in my life because they enjoy who i am. i like to have fun

[drinkitupok]

Dez-

Highschool is filled with such petty drama. Girls are always going to be jealous of a beautiful nice girl like you. Just keep trucking though because it goes by really fast. I LOVE YOU DEZ.

[with_no_warning]

Deisarey