As much as I want to supprt fair wages for the writers, I want my muthafucking shows back. I really do. BUT I WANT MY MUTHAFUCKING SHOWS TO BE BACK AND/OR NOT HAVE % WEEK LONG BREAKS. UNNACCEPTABLE. I really want to feel like a good person who cares about people who make more money than most and want more for their creative geinus, but I just can't ( Read more... )

I just finished East of Eden by John Steinbeck.

I think I'm brokeneded. I think I just brokeneded at work, I think I just cried at work, I'm too depressed to remember.

ADDDDAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM LLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Sometimes it is so very hard to put every single thing down in words, but it is even harder to say it out loud. I don't even think if I could get past my awkward stuttering I could say everything I feel and everything I think in the way that they are happening in my mind. At points like this, I wish I could write music, because I do find it to be ( Read more... )

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I haven't had my period yet. I usually get it on the 7 or 6 of each month. I haven't even started cramping and that usually happens 2 days before I get it. I'm pretty regular so I'm really weirded out. It could be from three things pregnancy, not eating enough and hormones. Nothing extreme has happened and I haven't ever been in a sexual experience ( Read more... )

While I sat crying on the curb at eleven 'o clock about 4 miles away from my house with no car or purse, I finally realized that I was alone. Bruises were forming, the cold was seeping into my skin and my sockless shoes were aching from the abuse they suffered. Small puffs formed from the heated labored breath, I was alone, I was scared ( Read more... )

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Dear Freinds, I am super scared for school now! I don't even know what to think or anything. I'm so emotionally torn about this year and all the stuff I have to do! I might retake the SAT, apply for colleges, finally get a date for a school dance!, up my GPA and start studying my Japanese hardcore for the College tests. The one that is hardest for ( Read more... )

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