"maeve are you typing? jesus what has this world come tp?"

[_one_bad_day_]

today me britt and tricia had a dance party
i love them both
tricia is so funny
i <3 herrrrr

im at brittanys!!!!
in wrenthammmmmm

we went to the field at like 1000 at night
it was snowing

i ran around singing brand new

it was fun
it was really dark and cold
it was a huge open field and i just ran around and sang

brittany stole my shoe thoooooo
and i told her i wsa gunna get hypothermia and lose my foot

and then i kicked the dog in the face

ohhh mannnnnn

MINUTE MANNNN

people piss me off
when they cant get over themselves
and juts forgive and forget

okay i cheated you
im sorry

i told you over and over again
i made it clear how much i hate myeslf for wat i did
i never meant it
but youre an ass

im sick of apologizing and acting like i wsa the only one who did something wrong
ytou treated me like shit half the time
you deserved everything i put you throught

well no you didnt
but id like to think you did
and im never sayign sorry again
and you can talk all the shit you want

but I AM SORRY
and i did love you, i never lied about that
but fucking get over urselffffff
and doing say SHIT about me

I Live: in the moment of here and now. it says that on the plaque that describes my name

I Work: on the corner of 6th street

I Talk: a lot when i have strong beliefs on a subject

I Wish: things were like they were at the beginning of the schoiol year

I Enjoy: being with lissa p britt and kerry. having dance parties iwth britt and tricia. livin life to the fullest!!

I Look: irish and peachy

I Find: that i am becoming what i have alwauys wanted to be

I Smell: the bathroom soap

I Listen: brittany rambeling on about her philosiphies on how shitting brings her closer to china men

I Hide: my emotions

I pray: before dinner

I Walk: EVERYWHERE

I Write: when i want to tell someone something but cant do it in the right words so i just write it all down

I See: brittany looking like a drukn man sitting on the couch with her legs wide open

I Sing: at al times

I Laugh: at most things or for no reason but just to see others smile

I Can: play the piano like nobody ull ever meet

I Watch: the sky at night

I Learn: that no one truly cares about anyone else

I dream: almost every night

I Want: to take a pissss

I Cry: very rarely

I Burnt: my eyebrow the first time i smoked with mike higgins. he lit it on fire

I Read: books and magazines

I Love: my dog

I Sometimes: wish i was someone else

I Touch: penises. well not any recently

I Hurt: people when i feel like im getting attached

I Fear: escelators

I Hope: that im not as forgetable as i seem to be

I Break: things when i get mad

I Eat: everything and dicks. haaaaaaa

I Quit: habving pre marital sex

I Bathe: twice a day

I Drink: when im thirsty

I Save: anything that i have speical memoreis of

I Hug: not as much as i used to

I Meditate: hhaha idk

I Miss: my sister :[ and chris glynn...that kid is the shit

I Hold: things close to me

I Forgive: very rarely

I Drive: NEVERRR..only once with chris glynn

I Have: TO PEEEE

I Don't: like certain people

I Made: you look like a fool

I Kiss: no one

I Believe: that people do not actually care about anyone else but themselves nad that there is no such thing as love and people are never truly happy with themselves and that there is no one on this earth who desreves to be trusted with your heart and you should never give anyone ur heart

I Feel: bloated and perturbed

I Know: that you hate me but I DONT CAREEEE

I Wonder: if funway will be fun tmrw