good news is my parents might not split up...

...bad news is the only reason they would stay together is for me and my sister...

...we will see how this works out...

it's almost positive they are getting a divorce, but you know what, i don't give a fuck anymore, fuck this, fuck this world, fuck everyhting i have ever known...

tonight...my life as i know it has just been ripped out from under my feet...it's gone....

damn...the thought of school already is just unreal...i can't beleive summer has come and gone already...this is insane...though the only plus to school starting just means i am closer to my birthday and more importantly my license ^_^ thats something i am looking forward to...but to get that i need to work really hard in school...this sucks...

well i am still up...i was up untill THREE waiting for my dad to get home(probably from a bar)...and then decided i wasn't going to sleep tonight...

i am starting to get tired now, and its going to suck cause i am paintballing today then going to work and closing so i am going to have no energy at all...

i am learning how to use this crazy cool LJ ( Read more... )

i can't beleive school starts wednesday...i really don't wanna go back yet...where has my summer gone...

...every summer seems to get crappier and crappier...maybe that will change when i can drive...

LOTS-O-FUN

no update in a long time ( Read more... )

i have a job now, it blows like expected, but hey i'm getting payed so its all good...parents fighting again, my mom kicked my dad outa the house, whoopie...the sad thing is i am used to this shit happening, which is whay i am tlaking about it like this...my parents are so fucking immature, someone needs to give them a crayon and send them back to ( Read more... )

well...as of now i don;t have the job at Billy Jacks, i am releived but still disapointed. Though in a few months i'll be 16 and be able to work ata a lot better places. I do need a job though. Soon. My dads been a bit of a bitch latly, like he will spazz out on me for nuthing. Like i would make a joke about getting cut from tennis or quitting and ( Read more... )

some new things going on...getting a job soon...applied at Billy Jacks...if i get the job i am a dishwasher...whoopie...I need to get away for a while...My dads been really weird latly...He just lost a case(he's a lawyer) and he's not taking it to well...Been drinking way to much latly...I go to my cottage for a week tomorrow...dads staying here... ( Read more... )