SOMETIMES I REALLY FUCKIN HATE ABSINTHE

Otherwise I had a good weekend. actually no not really, friday night sucked royally, but saturday night was great up until i took a second shot of absinthe and my world got fucked over. AND IM STILL PUKING MY GUTS OUT.

fuck that.

i love nights like this ( Read more... )

so im over him ( Read more... )

im so frickin confused.
i love cauterize.
totally love cauterize.
i started speaking to bianca again.
i hung out at johns house for a couple of hours on sat night.
we didnt do anything.
it gave me reasons to hate him.
i dont know.
i like it but i dont know.
i just spoke to him.
and i already miss him.
im going nuts.

i.i.i.i.i.i.cap-e-tan

fuck. just fuck. in so many ways.
way to make a dickhead of myself. AGAIN.
sidhgsoidhf.

oh and i love marc now, and my complainin over lizzie is over as a result.
and woolwich public transport sux.

I don't think its possible to be more bored ( Read more... )

i need a ciggarette.
i hate nights like this. they last too long.

okay new motion.

i made a stupid dick of myself in front of a huger dick than me.
this particular dick who im moving on from.
never going near again.
calm. aloof.
so i bid thee goodbye.

why is it so hard to stay optimistic?

So, is it just me or is everyone coupling up ( Read more... )