*sigh*
Well, I'm not one to usually do this sort of thing.. But I just need to vent and get it out there and maybe it will motivate me more or something???
But...
I'm sick of looking the way I do.
I'm sick of being fat.
I'm sick of feeling ugly
I'm sick of wondering if I look like a totally different person under all this weight.
I'm sick of wondering if I AM a totally different person.
I'm sick of hating my picture being taken, so I'm always the one taking them. I hate that I get pissed off if I look on my cousin's profile and see pics of me looking the way I do. I don't think I look how I feel and I look gross! I don't like the way I look..
I'm just sick of it..
There... I said it.
Phew..?!