I'm toying with the idea of making this journal friends only. I'd hate to do it, but I would (ironically) feel more open and I've had a few friends who have had things copied by others and I don't want to go through that. So, if you are already on, no need to worry. But if you would like to be added, now would be the time to ask. I'm looking to ( Read more... )

In honor of the holidays,
I am leaving beer and cookies
for Santa
(just like when I was in elementary school)

maybe if I get him sauced up enough,
he'll leave me that mad-expensive I-Pod
that's at the top of my list.
(or at least scratch me off the "naughty" list)

I was just thinking the other night ( Read more... )

Well neither one of us deserves the blame because opportunities moved us away
And it's not an easy thing to learn to play a game that's made for two that's you and me
The rules remain a mystery. See it can be easy.

Jason Mraz "Absolutely Zero"

Here is one of my favorite poems. What is yours?

I Carry Your Hearti carry your heart with me(i carry it in ( Read more... )

as much as i hate to admit it
i still remember the sound of your voice
and the way it makes
the hairs on the back of my neck
stand up straight

i cried and cried tonight
until i couldn't remember
what i was crying about
it was a mix of things
all happening at once
things i really can't control

but when all else fails
just cry and cry
until you can't cry
anymore
but just know
you will

one of my biggest fears
is that those words he says
aren't just for me

i over-flowed my soda as i was thinking of this ( Read more... )

every once in a while, i get in this mood
i just push and push and push
until i'm alone.

i feel so lost
and nothing will satisfy me right now

i'm not depressed - far from it
things are going well
i'm just....blank