thank you. I love it when you surprise me.

yeah girl. rebecca comes home on Aug. 4th
holla back.

I still cant believe it.
I have so many questions and no one to turn to.
I am scared and confused, and I just want to talk. I need answers.

I went to Starbucks with Tim today and it was pretty chill. We sat in the photography and graphic design isle and looked at sweet books with some of the raddest pictures I have ever seen. I also enjoyed a decafe latte something I just discovered that I kind of like. I miss my Tazo calm tea though, but the caffeine does not work well with me, I ( Read more... )

Actually just re-reading that entry made me think, how could I possibly miss him after how he treated me? Did he mean it? Did he ever think about my best interests? Or was he just a piece of crap to begin with?

He's a piece of skum, but I still miss him. Why is this? All he does is treat me like crap.

Now I understand. I guess I always did. And I dont like it.

people lie.

Guitar is so frustrating, life is frustrating at times.

I really dont like how boring my entries are, and how it seems I dont put any thought into them at all, which is true. I just write one simple sentence of how I feel at that moment. But its simple, I love simple, I am simple, life could be simple, but its not... danget, I wish it was.

The writers of One Tree Hill are simply amazing.

I feel like I am going to barf. I don't feel good at all, and I am super stressed and I want to eat something, but nothing has sounded good for the past 3 days. : /

Pray for me.