I rage at wasted time. I weep at uncertainty. I seethe at cowardice and inaction. I hide for my dependence. I am ashamed of my indiscretions. I refuse to bend. My yardstick grows shorter by the day. I grieve. I can’t focus. All I feel is sorrow for myself. My hand is much too empty ( Read more... )

Hrrrrm.... so I've been sitting here today, alternately doing my reading and research and talking to people.......occasionally scratching myself and digging for snot....generally just feeling my bum getting bigger ( Read more... )

You know what? I’ve have enough! I’ve had a gutful! I’ve been called many things in my day. I’ve been called weird before. I’ve been called kinky. I’ll even admit to being called rude and impudent. And you know what? These things I can endure because to a greater degree, all of these people have been correct ( Read more... )

Mmmmmmm, chicken soup and chicken fillets yummy in my tummy....gagaaaaargghhh.

OMG it's Miss USA 2004 ( Read more... )

Awful things I like to say about Ms Snizzpod that I secretly suspect she likes to hear being said even if she pretends that she doesn’t ( Read more... )

...How about this cold...and wind??

I'm listening to Pepper by the Butthole Surfers and I'm getting some serious Year 12 head spins. I'm back in the common room and this song is blasting through the stereo system...yeah I went to a private school...so what!!??

I'm sleepy.

You know what really gets my goat?? Idiots on escalators - who stand on the right hand side. These people stand there - alone - with 200 people lined up next to them on the left - and a completely clear lane directly in front of them - blocking everyones path - completely obliviuos as to WHY people are trying to push past them. How angry does this ( Read more... )

Before. On CS. I was playing cs_italy. And I only had 1hp. And I was using the ak. And you know that bit with the boxes. And the balcony. Well there was this guy. And he surprised me. And he was shooting. And shooting. And shooting. And he wasted his whole clip. And I was just. Like. Standing there. And he didn’t even hit me once. And then. He went ( Read more... )

Ok.. I was on a bus that was quite full, going home I think, and it was very dark outside. You know the scene, the dark deserted suburban streets, the only sound and the only lights are those coming from the bus engine and its cabin lights. If you were standing on the side of the road, you could see all of the passengers pretty clearly. Some of ( Read more... )