so 3 days till the melborne drill meet! im really excited/nervous because if we dont do well we are not likely going to states this year cuz cotter hates fidelis. so im sitting here for the 3rd night in a row shining these dumb shoes! i think ive done about 10 pairs now and today i got joeys and whities so yeah i get to do them too! oh well im ( Read more... )

so i tried to post this last night but my dumb computer kept freezing ( Read more... )

why dont i ever feel like anyone likes me for me? i feel as if i can never do anything to please people! they always expect just a little bit more than i can give them! ATTENTION EVERYBODY READING THIS: I'M NOT PERFECT!!!!so stop expecting me too be! why is everybody else on earth allowed to forget things or be in a bad mood or do something that ( Read more... )

so i celebrated valentines day this year yesterday instead of today. AT first Calvin wouldn't tell me where we were going or any of the details about last night so he called me at about 5 and was like "im gonna be there at like 6-6:30" oh crap cuz i was still sitting there in a pair of soccer shorts and a t-shirt! so i rush aroud to get ready but ( Read more... )

so after pratice today me kara steph and tony were all sitting there and kara busts out with i dont have a nickname...and i was like ya me either and we really need to get them cuz were getting our sweatshirts soon to make a long story short i have this embarassing nickname from when i was like 2 that i absolutly hate!!! needless to say its now my ( Read more... )

...yesterday was a good day!

so i know i havent updated in a while but oh well live with it... a lot of crap has happened in the last 2 weeks ( Read more... )

so today was a big day for me. i had my last soccer game, and to tell you the truth im scared shitless of quiting!evryone has there little niche in life...well evryone but me. I usd to say that soccer was mine but i dont think thats true these days because im not happy doing it! i havent been for years but i stuck with it because i was to scared to ( Read more... )

i just want to say thanks to julie q for helping me create my wonderful background! (in case you were wondering its a chicken!) so ya keep watching and something cool will happen in a couple days when i figure this crap out!

so thers this guy that ive known and been pretty good friends with for a while now that i think im stating to see in a diffrent light...weve never been really really close but lately we talk and hangout more than we used to. Everyone who knows who it is says i shouldnt go there but idk... well have to see what happens! oh by the way if you hear me ( Read more... )