School should definitely not make me this upset!!! Im so sick of being stressed, my algebra II teacher is threatning to drop me from the entire Blake system because im behind pace and failing. I dont understand Algebra, but is that any reason to drop me from the whole program? then wtf am i supposed to do? Go back to b-dale when all classes are ( Read more... )

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I really need Ian to understand that I love Aaron and want nothing to do with him. I can't be just friends with Ian because he wont accept that. The minute I say, yeah we can hang out for a bit, he's gonna sweet talk me, tell me im too young to be committed, tell me its a mistake, talk me out of it, well.. no. not this time. He texted me a couple ( Read more... )

Im so stressed! Im not going to graduate in May because I cant pass Algebra II and I have so much work to do in my other classes, im sick as fuck right now because I didnt eat all day because im too stressed to be hungry and I need a job but I dont want the job that called me Friday bc its going to be the same bullshit as my last daycare job but if ( Read more... )

It's... 3:44AM. I cant sleep if my life depended on it, I STILL have a headache from 10:30. I've been tossing and turning since 11:30, I gave up.. and now im wide awake. Good thing I dont have to be up early for anything. Im freeeeezing ( Read more... )

Wooo.. long time no update ( Read more... )

[x] been drunk ( Read more... )

one word... Ian.

Oh no. Oh fucking no. Hes trying to hang out again, hes been calling and texting. Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

He messed up one relationship, hes not messing with this one.

I dont know whats up with me, but it's something ( Read more... )

All im saying on one certain subject is.. meh. I wish..a lot of things.But I can't get those things by wishing. Guess you gotta be born that way ( Read more... )